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Pastor Debbie E-Spire - April 3, 2019

As a first year in college (UCLA was notorious for having "super seniors" in their 5th year....so we didn't call ourselves "freshman" or "sophomore" or "senior" but instead first year, or second year, or third year), I was able to spend a good bit of time with my brother, who had recently been ordained and appointed to Santa Barbara First UMC. He was an associate pastor and one of his areas of ministry was youth. He'd had a great love of camping for years, so when the opportunity came for him to be a camp dean, he jumped at the chance. One of his duties was recruiting staff and he (naturally?) asked me. He was my big brother and I was eager to help so I quickly said "yes". And then I quickly started to back peddle. I hadn't really participated in youth ministry since Junior High and I hadn't been to summer camp since I was 10. I had no idea what a counselor would do or how to make it work. I had made a commitment, and I wanted to honor that. But, I was very anxious about what I could possibly offer to the campers.

I don't remember how it came to me, but it's a word from God that stuck that week and ever since. My mantra became, "It's not about me, it's about God." I had become consumed with what I had to offer and what I could do. But really had to be open to how God could work through me. Yes, I had talents and abilities I needed to be ready to employ, but most importantly, I had to let God work through me. I didn't have to have all the answers. I didn't have to know all the songs. I didn't have to have all the life experience. I simply had to be open to how God might use me at different times during the week.

That lesson of faithfulness and humility has been priceless in my life. Since then I've been placed in 100s of different situations that felt outside of my capabilities. Each time, I went back to that lesson from camp. It's not about me, it's about God (and what God can do through me).

As our "mess" often relates to our inadequacies, I think it's key that we remember ministry isn't all about us, but how we allow God to work through us. How have you allowed God to work through you? Do you find yourself being called/nudged/pulled to help in a certain area? Are you willing to say yes or are you holding back because you aren't sure you measure up? What would it mean to jump in with two feet and allow God to use you?

In Christ,
Pastor Debbie

 

p.s. My confession is that part of my mess as of late has been that I haven't been prepared to be writing these to you. There are plenty of topics to be covered, and yet I've struggled to find the right ones. I would rather not send you something, than litter your inbox. I hope you'll forgive my inconsistency. And...if there's a topic you'd like me to address, please let me know.

 

 

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